Friday, April 27, 2007

It is time for a kick in the ass


over a year ago, i took this job.
worked towards the decision for a grueling 5 months.
post phd. post oregon. post months of not sleeping.
tossing and turning.
all the energy and ideas caught up in me, coming out without serious planning.
loose ownership and connection.
what does this have to do with the job?
nothing i am just at it right now so i thought i would include it.
but i need a spot to collect all of the stuff that has come out of me thus far.
and look at it all together somewhere outside of my head and my bedroom.
so here it is.
the beginning.
the beginning of me saying
here this is me....
I MEANT TO DO THIS.